i love it! and i have never had much 'ambition' either, except to develop myself as a human being. i remember saying a couple of decades ago that i was not a 'careerist.' this was back when i lived in nyc, so it was even more radical of a stance, lol. and then clarified that all i wanted was to be a 'right-on, self-actualizing woman,' lol.

you are so talented and accomplished, you should never feel like you have to defend your life choices to anybody. <3